CureI'm feeling so alone Surrounded by people My halo’s shattered and the knife is slipping, falling, Down on me.Cure
I destroy everything good in my life, I’ve caused all this pain I'm feeling That’s welling up inside That I'm too proud to show.
I crawl into bed but I know, Sleep wont cure this. There is only on true cure, For all the fuck ups and pain I’ve caused, There’s only one cure, for this life I can’t go on living.
I'm sorry.I'm sorry that I'm not doing well enough. But I'm trying my hardest. I'm sorry that I get jealous. But I'm scared of someone taking you away. I'm sorry I don’t know the things you do. But I'm learning, giving it my all. I'm sorry I can’t be right there beside you. But I’ll still help you all I can. I'm sorry that I miss you so much. But I'm getting along fine with this small hole nothing can fill I'm sorry I can’t do anything right. But this is too much for me.I'm sorry.
Will I ever be good enough?
RoutineYelling.Routine
Screaming.
Harsh words.
Violent tones.
Then after the final words are said, And doors are slammed,
The calm.
And solitude.
The way I like it.
Gazing blankly out my bedroom window, music blaring behind me. I see him coming down the road, get the tears ready mum, get your act on mum, time to tell him what a horrid daughter I’ve been today. Liar.
BeautifulYou hate the word that we all knowBeautiful
But you’re beautiful and will always be so
With silken skin and eyes that gleam
An elegant and mystifying green
Do you know how much you drive me mad
With all the terror you know you have
And every scar upon your arm
Will be the source of this woeful song
The notes ring loudly as you play
And chase the demons of the past away
And emerald eyes cloud with conscious fear
That you sense the red-eyed man is near
So sleep now, my precious angel and love &n
30 minutes: words to sayI just have to do it...30 minutes: words to say
I know that my heart was broken,
So many times before.
Until that person came up,
and sewed it back together.
I feel in love with them,
They picked up the pieces of me. Putting me back together, to the happy little girl you see.
But a dark cloud is coming,
The same one as before.
The one that shattered me, and spit on my remains.
"I fucking love you" it claims. But I can not believe, because I don't.
My heart belongs to someone else, and he knows that. Just like bef
as we lay here dyingwill you press our lips together, then look me in the eyes fuck me, then show me just how empty you are insideas we lay here dying
i feel you move in me, your body is so cold still just as pretty as ever, beautifull and bold
i hear you, telling me you love me, a beautifull lie but i know you can't love, you're soul has died
but i stay, for i'm just your toy to be abused and when we're done, you leave me empty and used
my love, you seem so dead, and yet so alive through my pain, your insanity thrives
i promise always to please you, as best i can &n
| Hey my name is Hannah, I was born September 19th 1994. I live in New Zealand in a little town called Oamaru. I draw and write in my free time to relax. Feel free to comment or note me! <3 |
Attention watchers! I'm leaving DA!!
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"If you loved me, you'd all kill yourselves today." Spider Jerusalem
"Sleep is natures way of preparing you for death."
I might be changing accounts soon though, just to be a pain! I'll tell everyone in a journal if I do.
(nasty comments, deviations I'd rather not delete just forget, stuff like that)
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<3 Hannah/Marluxia
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<3 Hannah/Marluxia
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<3 Hannah/Marluxia
Ahhh my beautiful dyke XD
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